i've been spending some time this week in that state of mind where i am so coldly angry that i am eloquent; where all the words i want leap forward and volunteer to be said; where the things that i am angry about are vivid and clear to me.

i like being able to express myself this well. frequently i have to say two or three things that only vaguely resemble the thing i mean before i figure out which the thing i mean is.

i just wish that it would happen all the time, or failing that, at least all the time when i'm angry.


(if you're not an endodontist, likely i'm not angry at you. fyi.)