i have a blog about my dad being in the hospital last year that i'm updating occasionally. it's not really a blog per se, but i just go in there and write things down about it as they occur to me. i have hopes that it will eventually be a log of what happened, in chronological order, but i'm not sure that's ever going to happen; it's been long enough now that i'm not remembering as clearly as i did at first, but for the first bunch of months after he got out, all i could stand to think about was that he was out of the hospital now, and that he was going to stay out.