right now, i am in a really particularly black mood. quite astonishingly.

so now, i am going to go out to a bar with some of my coworkers, and then, after i'm probably quite drunk (since i'm an astonishingly cheap date), go out for dinner with my management team including my manager's manager who is in from out of state for the day.

i expect this actually won't be the career limiting move it sounds like, and it may actually make me feel better.

but i expect that i will instead just be drunk and furious.