this is a placeholder, for a bit of writing about not trusting the popular kids or the cool kids, how being cool makes you nearsighted and (possibly unintentionally) mean, how i expect i won't read harry potter for years yet, and how this relates to not liking or trusting some people that i currently know that have little cults of personality springing up around them.

on the other hand, i may just leave this here as is. more pondering, and i'll see how it goes into words.