i just pasted over a bunch of stuff from my dad's caringbridge site to the page here that i set up. it's http://www.cavort.org/lll/ . i need to go in and fiddle with the dates, but now seems like not a good time for that, since i'm at work, and i remember how i felt when i was writing the entries of those that i wrote. carefully concealed terror. concealed even from me, and fragile as all hell.