i need to work more on realizing when i'm angry with people. i'm not good at it, currently. i don't know that i'm mad, and then i realize that i am mad, and there is a problem, and right after i've decided that it's such a problem that i am not willing to work on it any more due to the law of diminishing returns, i start to figure out how angry i am.

i am pretty angry at the moment. just for the record.