i had a dream with one of my exes in last night. it was strange, in that "what are you doing in my head?" way, but also felt very real, in that zir behavior in the dream was irritating in the exact same way that i find zir irritating in real life, i was very very angry at zir, and i missed zir like crazy, like, curl up in a ball and keen crazy.

i don't think about zir much any more, but apparently my subconscious thought it was time for a round of it. i don't miss zir much any more, either. sometimes there's the occasional sharp pain, like stepping off a curb that i didn't see was there, but most of the time, the edges are worn down and i don't even notice. (how time turns missing your exes into a curbcut, by me. heh.)