i had a weird dream this weekend. i dreamt that i was on a bus trip, and that an ex of mine was also on the bus. we were chatting pleasantly, and i was very glad about that, but i also thought "gosh, i'm glad i'm not dating him anymore. because if we were still dating he'd be nonconsensually groping me in public like he used to."

then, to add insult to injury, i called him the name of a different one of my exes. heh.

dear subconscious: i am pretty clear on the having broken up with him due to not having felt safe. got the memo. you can stop sending copies of it now. thx.